Weary

There's something about this time of year or about the weather, not sure which it is for certain but I get so bone-weary. And after barely doing anything at all. I never used to be this way, I dread, completely dread the winter after Christmas. I liken it to a walk to the plank on a pirate ship. You know its coming, the weight of it feels unbearably heavy, and its unstoppable. I sincerely hate feeling this depressed and cynical but its almost like my body knows what time of year it is and goes into this shut-down mode. I'm really getting tired of it.